Let's get dirty

 

Let's get dirty.

Let's put our hands deep down into the soil.

Let's get dirt under our nails and soil in our faces.

Let's not give a damn shit about that.

Let's have leaves in our hair,

Let's roll around in the soil,

Let's lay down on the ground and listen.

Can you hear the heartbeat of Mother Earth?

No?

Dig even deeper!

Get really, really messy and paint your face with soil. 

Brown, warm soil, heated by the sun rays and crowded of life.

And now, my dear - with the wild twinkling in our eyes - let's get the shit out through our asses.

Yes. Asses.

Because you know what?

This is our shitty first draft.

Don't you even try to make it look nice!

Don't you even dare trying make it look good!

That's not the point here, not at this stage.

So let's get really, really messy and get the shitty story out of our asses!

Let's paint our faces with soil, howl like the wolfs and cry out aloud like the indians. 

Let's connect to the heart beat of our story. 

And that, my love is all you need to know for now. The rest will unfold as you move along, taking the steps that shows for every step you leave behind you.

One step at a time.

Trust

Trust.

Everything will unfold as you move along your path.

No words needed.

This is beyond words,

beyond thinking,

beyond boundaries,

and beyond analytical thinking.

And when you get there - you'll know.

And if you don't - sit down gently and take a deep breath and connect with your body. 

Connect with the soul of your project, your hearts work.

💖

A starseed.

So vulnerable.

So fragile.

So precious.

A starseed of a story that wants to be told through you.

It has chosen you to cooperate with.

What a gift. 

What an honor. 

What a magical opportunity to explore new shapes of yourself. 

And yes. You can do this.

One step at a time.

(Written after the meditation in Lesson two, The creative doer course.)

Gandoor

 

This is Gandoor.

Gan as in Gandalf (the magician in The lord of the rings) and door as in a door keeper.

He keeps the door safe and open for me.

The doors to the unknown,

the doors to the creativity,

the doors to allowing and accepting,

the doors to enjoying the explorers journey.

the doors to loving and cherishing every step I take.

💗

Originally he was a dragon, coming through a meditation with a important message. I instantly knew I wanted to draw him. I started later on that day and tried from the picture in my head but it was to hard. Then I started googling dragons and oh my, so many lovely pictures there are!

So I picked those who were similar to the picture in my head. And today I finished the drawing. But hey, some of you might say. Didn't you say it was a dragon? Yes my dear. It was a dragon. Or rather...Gandoor has many shapes. I believe I needed him more in the shape of a fox than of a dragon today. I believe he has many shapes; dragon, fox, raccoon. What more? I don't know. And it doesn't matter. One could expect me to be disapointed, complaining about the picture that didn't become a dragon. But you know what? It doen't matter that he came out as a fox. I feel the love anyway. And that my friend, is all that matters.

Exploring dragons

It's sunday and we have typical April weather here in Linköping: it's snowing. But I'm sure it will melt away since spring is really here with flowers and everything. A perfect day for breadbaking and doing the lessons in The creative doer course. Well not all of them, but the first lesson. I did some yesterday and I saw a dragon in a meditation. So today I feel the urge to draw him. It wasn't easy, I can't draw a picture that fits the picture in my head. But hey - there's no need to rush. So I googled dragons and wow so many beautiful pictures of dragons there are! And as you can see in the picture I'm working on the dragon. Don't know when it will be finished and it doesn't matter. I'm doing this for the pure joy of it. I'm doing this as an explorer in creativity and intuition and love and space. And of course - in my pace.